I have to be honest with myself, finally. I’m a very confused individual.

On one hand I want to be loved cherished, and taken care of. On the other I want to be left alone, and independent.

On one hand I want to have sweet, slow, tender love making. On the other, I want to be treated like a dirty, whore, and fucked like never before.

On one hand I want to be taken onto his arms and carried to happily ever after. On the other I want a one night stand of wild monkey sex.

On one hand I want to make love long into the night. On the other, I want wham bam thank you mam and fall asleep.

On the one hand I want to be his partner. On the other, I want to be his slave.